May 3rd, 2009
The first 4 months of this year has been the toughest time for me so far. It has been a rough ride; mentally and emotionally. I am mulling to tell you our friendship ends right here, right now and I want to move on. Of late, there has been so many misunderstandings, betrayals and heartaches. For the first time in my life, I am deeply hurt.
I never thought a close friend could be so deceitful, selfish and materialistic. Being ambitious is fine but not at the expense of others. We have been good friends for 8 years but in recent years, you have changed. No friend has hurt me this much except you. I am very sadden at the recent turn of events. Never have I thought this will happen to us.
I guess I was never the good friend you once said. You were just taking advantage of me - nothing more.
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January 14th, 2009
Yesterday was awesome.
- I had lunch at KLCC with a friend whom I have not met for almost 2 years. I really miss our conversations back in uni and I still like it now. Thank you for the friendship. You have been there when I needed a friend.. you have been there…
- While I was on the way to KLCC, a client called. We met up and the deal was sealed!
- I have also settled my company current account and will be receiving my cheque book this Friday..
Year 2009 seems to be a good start. I will be really busy for the next 3 to 6 months. I hope my company and team will thrive this year despite the economic slow down.
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August 13th, 2008
Dear Ah Ma,
Thank you for the occasional jokes despite your sufferings. I like them. Your have great smile even while you were being warded last month. And I will always remember the morning we woke up last week to send you for change of dressing at the Air Itam government clinic. We were both excited that we reached the gate when it just opened at 7.30am. We were given number “1″ and we left within an hour. The feeling was good.
But I guess I never thought you will leave so early - a day earlier than my scheduled arrival. :(
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July 20th, 2008
“You are a good Muslim”, she said last night.
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Since last Thursday, I was in Penang to visit my grandparents who are not well. Grandma’s foot hasn’t indicate any sign of recovery. She has diabetes. Grandpa who fell and fractured his leg is still in pain whenever he moves his right leg. He is unable to walk around - almost bedridden. Read the rest of this entry »
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July 4th, 2008
I was very happy on Monday night. Happy because I am finally self-employed and they sky is now the limit. Unlike when I was an employee, now the thoughts of how to generate income just keep flowing. It just feel different. A sense of liberation, a taste of freedom…
A lot of encouragement… Friends and Read the rest of this entry »
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June 15th, 2008
In memang best! PM dah kena tumbuk! Muaahhaha. LOL
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May 29th, 2008
No. Wait. I am still employed until end of June. For the past 36 months, I have learned a lot on starting and running a software company, e-commerce, online payment systems and online marketing. Lately, God have shown me signs to resign from my current position as an E-commerce Consultant (Payment Gateway Specialist) to start on my own online business. I had deep thoughts and some occasional sleepless nights thinking of the risks involved. Nevertheless, I have finally decided to tender Read the rest of this entry »
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May 9th, 2008
Ms Tan Eng Huang aka Siti Fatimah Tan Abdullah made the right choice to apply for conversion out of Islam through the Syariah High Court of Penang. Ms Tan was following the correct procedures as only the Syariah court has the jurisdiction to decide on matters pertaining to Islamic faith and not the civil court according to the Malaysian constitution at the time of writing.
One may argue that Ms Tan does not come under the jurisdiction of the Syariah Court since she is no longer a Muslim. This is similar to arguing that the 1995 rape case involving American military personnels in Okinawa should not come Read the rest of this entry »
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April 22nd, 2008
She bathed once a day!!
Sometime back in 2004, my former colleague confessed she bathes only once a day and not in the morning! At her dismay, I almost couldn’t stop laughing. ROTFLOL. I can’t imagine a working adult in a software company who comes from a middle class family in KL bathes only once a day despite our hot and humid weather. Sah ini Cina tak mandi pagi. Sungguh tak fresh pada waktu pagi bekerja. LOL.
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April 16th, 2008
Sometimes I don’t know if I should laugh or be furious at friends who fire salvos of lies on Islam which I profess. All I would do is just listen and respond at intervals. Haha.. I am a guerilla fighter.
It interest me to hear some arguments thrown as well as see sour faces despite not being provoked by yours truly. Oh yes… you should see how awful females look when their faces turn sour. Too bad. Being emo Read the rest of this entry »
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