Growing Sensitivity

July 7th, 2009

You are right that our friendship is at the lowest point at the moment. Due to a series of “betrayals” and sidelining this year and a number of remarks you have made which offended me in previous years, I have grown to be very sensitive – at least to you. I have the impression I am not important at all. The trust has been lost. Thank you.

Today, I don’t enjoy our friendship anymore. I am always left alone. And when you keep breaking promises, I just blew up. If it was another friend, I doubt this will happen. The reality is you no longer treat me like a good friend would. You take me for granted.

I have to accept the fact that I am just someone you don’t really care for anymore. Not that I expect you to do things in return but I have never expected to be treated like a total strangers. Even strangers get better treatment.

I am tired

July 6th, 2009

Things are getting a lot complicated between us in recent months – which I never thought would happen to us. As a result, I have a suffered a lot emotionally and sometimes react unexpectedly. I feel like I have lost control of the situation. I feel I am losing a close friend.

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She hasn’t been a true friend

May 3rd, 2009

The first 4 months of this year has been the toughest time for me so far. It has been a rough ride; mentally and emotionally. I am mulling to tell you our friendship ends right here, right now and I want to move on. Of late, there has been so many misunderstandings, betrayals and heartaches. For the first time in my life, I am deeply hurt.

I never thought a close friend could be so deceitful, selfish and materialistic. Being ambitious is fine but not at the expense of others. We have been good friends for 8 years but in recent years, you have changed. No friend has hurt me this much except you. I am very sadden at the recent turn of events. Never have I thought this will happen to us.

I guess I was never the good friend you once said. You were just taking advantage of me – nothing more.

A good start for the new year

January 14th, 2009

Yesterday was awesome.

  • I had lunch at KLCC with a friend whom I have not met for almost 2 years. I really miss our conversations back in uni and I still like it now. Thank you for the friendship. You have been there when I needed a friend.. you have been there…
  • While I was on the way to KLCC, a client called. We met up and the deal was sealed!
  • I have also settled my company current account and will be receiving my cheque book this Friday..

Year 2009 seems to be a good start. I will be really busy for the next 3 to 6 months. I hope my company and team will thrive this year despite the economic slow down.

She Left Us

August 13th, 2008

Dear Ah Ma,

Thank you for the occasional jokes despite your sufferings. I like them. Your have great smile even while you were being warded last month. And I will always remember the morning we woke up last week to send you for change of dressing at the Air Itam government clinic. We were both excited that we reached the gate when it just opened at 7.30am. We were given number “1″ and we left within an hour. The feeling was good.

But I guess I never thought you will leave so early – a day earlier than my scheduled arrival. :(