Malcolm in the FRONT

You are right that our friendship is at the lowest point at the moment. Due to a series of “betrayals” and sidelining this year and a number of remarks you have made which offended me in previous years, I have grown to be very sensitive – at least to you. I have the impression I am not important at all. The trust has been lost. Thank you.

Today, I don’t enjoy our friendship anymore. I am always left alone. And when you keep breaking promises, I just blew up. If it was another friend, I doubt this will happen. The reality is you no longer treat me like a good friend would. You take me for granted.

I have to accept the fact that I am just someone you don’t really care for anymore. Not that I expect you to do things in return but I have never expected to be treated like a total strangers. Even strangers get better treatment.

Things are getting a lot complicated between us in recent months – which I never thought would happen to us. As a result, I have a suffered a lot emotionally and sometimes react unexpectedly. I feel like I have lost control of the situation. I feel I am losing a close friend.

Hearts have been broken, feelings have been hurt. The time Read the rest of this entry »

The first 4 months of this year has been the toughest time for me so far. It has been a rough ride; mentally and emotionally. I am mulling to tell you our friendship ends right here, right now and I want to move on. Of late, there has been so many misunderstandings, betrayals and heartaches. For the first time in my life, I am deeply hurt.

I never thought a close friend could be so deceitful, selfish and materialistic. Being ambitious is fine but not at the expense of others. We have been good friends for 8 years but in recent years, you have changed. No friend has hurt me this much except you. I am very sadden at the recent turn of events. Never have I thought this will happen to us.

I guess I was never the good friend you once said. You were just taking advantage of me – nothing more.